From where I sit to regularly work
I see out a window into my front yard
where birdfeeders hang and beckon for visitors.

I see a variety of assorted birds—
sparrows and nuthatches,
finches and chickadees,
doves and woodpeckers.

On a recent morning to my utter surprise
a pileated woodpecker landed on an adjacent tree trunk.
I had seen one before deep in the woodlands of Kentucky
but certainly not in my own yard.

I hastily moved to the front door
and peered through the glass.
Still surprised I took it all in
not knowing when I’d see one again.

There are days when I see less
not because there’s less to see
but because I do not look out as much.

I get too busy.
I am too anxious.
I become too distracted.
I am in too much of a hurry.

The same can be true of other ways of seeing.
What could I see if I look beyond myself?
What is waiting to be seen on the horizons of my life?
What might be nearer than I realize if I would only look up?

I try to remind myself that there is good in the world—
actual good that I can see.
I also try to remind myself to look for it—
even when I do not expect to see it.

I am going to look out today—
beyond myself
beyond my doubts
beyond my limited expectations.

I am going to see today—
see what good there is
see what God is showing me
see God in the midst of it all.

I Believe…

“I believe

that I shall see

the goodness of the Lord

in the land of the living.”

Psalm 27:13

I believe….

It takes a lot to trust.  To depend on another.  To lean into the unknown.  Belief is a confident stance even when the odds seem low and the way unclear.  Belief is bold.  Belief is mighty.  Belief gives life to hope.

…that I shall see….

Vision can be a funny thing.  We can look without seeing.  We can fail to perceive what should be obvious.  We can assume that nothing new will appear among the mundane, the everyday, the familiar.  The blind sought out Jesus.  Not only to see but to believe.  Jesus granted sight to the willing, to the ready, to the faith filled.

…the goodness of the Lord….

The bad.  The wrong.  The unjust.  The evil.  It leaves us feeling forsaken by any good.  It tends to surround us.  It bombards us.  It is hard to escape.  Yet, the good is plentiful.  Sometimes out of sight.  Rarely calling attention to itself.  Always going about its business of love.  The good does want to be found.  Outside of us.  Inside of us.  Nothing fights evil like discovering the good.

…in the land of living.

God showed up in the garden.  The garden of Eden.  The garden of Gethsemane. The garden of Easter morning.  I usually find God in the garden.  Maybe to find God we simply need to plant more, water more and wait for beauty and abundance.

“I believe

that I shall see

the goodness of the Lord

in the land of the living.”

Psalm 27:13

Lent is a Way of Seeing

Lent is a way of seeing
to open my eyes
to widen my perspective
to broaden my outlook
to peer beyond the horizon
to squint for signs of hope

Lent is a way of seeing
God in the ordinary
God in the mundane
God in the extraordinary
God in the surprise
God in the small and the wide

Lent is a way of seeing
when darkness persists
when light is veiled
when the way is hidden
when uncertainty lingers
when chaos encircles

Lent is a way of seeing
the possibilities of today
the possibilities of tomorrow
the possibilities for me
the possibilities for you
the possibilities for us

Lent is a way of seeing
Christ in the cosmos
Christ among the crowd
Christ in the least
Christ as the center
Christ as the whole

Lent is a way of seeing
where I fall down and fall short
where I cannot see or refuse to see
where I am from and where I am going
where the way is narrow and necessary
where the One is leading and leads to the One

Lent is a way of seeing
broken bread and poured out wine
broken body for a broken world
broken grip of the doom of death
broken world born anew
broken hearts surprised by good news.

Lent is a Way of Walking

Lent is a way of walking
A walk with myself but not for myself
A walk in the world but not of the world

Lent is a way of walking
A walk of discovery as much as destination
A walk with detours and distractions

Lent is a way of walking
A walk that leads me by still waters
A walk that sets my feet on stormy waters

Lent is a way of walking
A walk of sight and sound and senses
A walk by faith and not by sight

Lent is a way of walking
A walk with the One who determines the path
A walk with the One who is the path

Lent is a way of walking
A walk along lakeshores and high atop mountains
A walk along byways and valleys of shadows

Lent is a way of walking
A walk alone
A walk with the company of the saints

Lent is a way of walking
A walk among the haves and the have-nots
A walk with the getting ahead and the letting go

Lent is a way of walking
A walk to the cross
A walk bearing a cross

Lent is a way of walking
A walk to empty myself
A walk to an empty tomb

Lent is a way of walking
A walk of life abundant
A walk to life eternal.

The Landing Below

it is early autumn and change is in the air
as days shorten and leaves fall
I’m left with the questions of what to do and dare

sleep beckons in the sudden coolness of the night
to go and slip under covers
is the temptation before me to stay out of sight

yet while the light lingers I should rise and find the way
that takes me out and beyond
the place I can no longer stay

for the leaves tell a story real and true
that beauty is found
when the darkness descends before something new

where the fallen leaves gently lay
bright flowers will bloom tomorrow
beauty reborn in the newness of day

what beauty in me will fade with the night
so that something new can emerge
when the time is right

for an end is not the end but only a new beginning
the loss a part of what is becoming
as the Creator keeps the universe beautifully spinning

beauty is the seed within me that will grow
as I dare to let go in the lingering light
may I fear neither darkness nor the landing below